Lately, and by lately I mean in the past year, I have found that my ability to be me has been compromised. I am not as productive as I want to be. I am not as confident as I was. I am not able to find joy in life. I am not me.
Idk what to do about this. I have tried throwing myself out there. Tried not being alone, hoping that being around other people would make it easier to get myself going again. I have tried reflecting on myself and trying to figure out why I have been feeling this way.
It sucks when your friends and family finally notice these things and they say something to you. It sucks that I don’t know what is going on, and how to pull myself out of it. But I am not going to stop trying. I want to be me again. I want to love myself again. I want to feel normal.